I’ve seen her in public, I see her once in a while posts on how things are going and what her nights consist of, I’ve caught her eye once or twice and I could gladly state it bothered me not. Its been a good year since we last kissed and now for no good reason at all I see her update and remember how she used to be..

playful, grinning, and laughing.  she is still just so lovely to me. 

fuck…

I cant remember this 

I’m not remembering this. 

she if full of darkness and i dare not forget how carelessly she ruined me.